one of the sites i have free credit on has a 40% of everything sale until midnight which is like an hour, but their stupid site takes like a minute to load (if it even does) every time i click anything and it routinely comes up with a crash message and their site is useless at the best of times and half the time it won’t even let me on it and it’s so frustrating i only have $10 i just want it to WORK before midnight so i can get more bang for my buck
But now we’re going to get breakfast which will cost just as much as I would have spent? And I make what I spend back several times over because I resell most things for a decent profit. So frustrating argh BUT I’m gonna look at it like, we’re finally getting out of the house and doing something together and it’s a beautiful day and it will be nice and that’s more important. But yeah idk.
I feel shitty because I really wanted to go to Goodwill like I said but decided not to because I know I’d spend like 1/3 of what he said our disposable income for the next like 3 weeks is right now (at least) and I was trying to be nice by not going but now I think I fucked his plans up by not going and he’s all stressed and he wasn’t trying to but he made me feel really bad about it but like, after what he said last night and how much he was freaking out how could he really think I would still go?? And I just feel like I can’t do anything right (and I’m pmsing which doesn’t help, every emotional thing intensified x 10).